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Tuesday, February 09, 2010 death so close someone in my church choir just passed away about a day ago. though i am not so close to her nor talk to her much, it just feels weird. it is a fact that this person now fails to exist, despite her facebook profile is still there. she will never go online anymore. the last time i have seen her was during the Christmas mass, there she was singing next to me, so loudly i remember because i haven't really learned my alto parts well and for all the time, she just sang loudly despite mp moments. haha. she has recovered then, all lively, though pretty much skinnier from the first time i have seen her. she wasn't someone that i would be really close with, firstly she's much older than me (out of the age grg that i hang out with). secondly, she is someone who keeps alot to herself, she doesn't really interact much with the choir, only seen her there to sing. third, i don't know why, but yeah, i didn't make the effort to get to know her much, just finds it weird. now that she's gone. the conductor asked if anyone in the choir wants to visit her on sunday, she was still alive then. there, most of us thought, well, cny is so close and we have so much more other things to do. or, well, its just another hospital visits. who love to go to a hospital on a sunday afternoon and such? most of all, we believe that she isn't that seriously ill. her family never shared much of the details with us anyways. and the next morning, she had passed on. i hope she is doing well on the other side. i wonder if i could send her a question to ask her how is it doing over there through facebook. it just feels so weird. she is someone that i actually knew, knew. talked to when she's alive, interacted. life seemed so fragile out of a sudden. anytime, anyone could die.